hello there..

long time i dont post anything here..
yeah..i am a good writer & dont have many interesting things to write down
today my boss is not in the office for 9 days ahead
it don't really effect me since i still have to come to office in 7.30 in the morning and stay until 16.30 in the afternoon & doing my job.
maybe there wont be plus plus job if he is not around but still i hate to wake up in the morning, have a shower & have an hour trip to get here.
i am becoming a very lazy woman lately
i dont like to move, my stomach even haven't become big
easy to get tired, easy to get dizzy, want throw up almost everyday

i am thinking to quit job after labor with several reason :
1. i want to see my baby grow
2. i dont like to see my baby hugging other people like babysitter or pembantu that seems dont really care about cleaness.
3. i heard a story about baby sitter who rent baby to a bagger while the baby's mother is working
4. heard another story about baby sitter who gave sleeping pills to baby so it wont be annoying her.
5. i want teach many things to my baby
6. if i keep working full time, i only can meet my baby at the night :(

but i still need income...
i need to find another part time job so:
1. i will still have money by my own
2. i wont get bored & feel i am useless

i hope God will lead my way ^^