i do love my family

sometimes it just to hard to please everyone
sometimes i tried to do things properly
but some people seems so hard to compromize & cooperate

i hate to have enemy
i dont feel ok if someone hate me & dont want to talk with me
especially my sibling

dont people has brain to think?
that one person is combination of positive & negative things
dont you ever expect only good things come
please think from the other side
dont you thank them for good side
it just not fair to think only negative sides

my brother's graduation day

today is my brother's big day
his graduation day, finally!
setelah perjuangan sekian lama...hehe

unfortunately, cuti g dah abis n i can't be there for him today
i feel sorry, but i will go to Bandung next week
minggu depan dia bakal disumpah..

anyway, Congratulation kobenk
sukses terus! ^^

12 years

today's is friday the 13th
& today my pa was passed away 12 years
I should checked about the document of his makam
i always forgot

papa...
may Jesus has forgived all your faults
rest in peace, hope you are happy there now
see you papa
oneday, we will meet again

visiting Athai...

g sedih kondisi Athai drop
tiba2 kaya loose her energy
dia ga punya tenaga buat duduk apalagi jalan...
emang si Athai dah hampir 98
tapi g masih berharap Athai bisa hadir di pernikahan g
g masih berharap Athai bisa lihat anak g
than kita bisa foto 5 generasi

g berdoa supaya Tuhan kasih Athai energi lagi
g berdoa supaya Athai bisa lebih sehat
but most of all
g berdoa yang terbaik buat Athai

GBU always Athai...
I know that your faith will make you stronger & happier^^

for my mommy in heaven

happy belated mother's day ma...

wish you happy in heaven

hope you'll proud of us

when i remember you, i always remember this song :

"jika biji tidak mati, ia tetap tinggal biji...

namun bila ia musnah, berbuah berlimpah2..."

even g boleh dibilang susah waktu masa2 teenage g,

g selalu bersyukur dilahirin nyokap g, she is the best mother in the world

i love her so much...

ma, several time, i wish you were here...

staying with me, spending time with me, going travelling with me

but than i remember:

you must be happier there

love you ma,

i always do...

christmas eve

ah..waktu cepat sekali berlalu, ga kerasa tar malam dah malam natal

ho..ho..ho...

mlm ini rencananya abis misa kita mau kumpul2, masak than makan bareng

menu :

1. soup maling

2. sate ala Chacha

3. rujak penganten

4. rolade ayam

5. bakwan jagung

6. ice lychee

peserta :

g, yan, kobenk, cha, carina, gracia, anthony

ups, g baru inget, g blm beli kado onyii hehe...

have a wonderful christmas everybody

so exited for this looong holiday, 25 dec-4 jan

yuhuuu....

farewell Ike, part I

what is your nickname?

semalem waktu g sedih ditinggal Ike ke Belanda
I just realized that I will really miss our tapte languange yg ky anak kcl hehe...
panggilan coco-dodok, atau tapte2an cha2 ma ike
kayak : "mak, mumuk mak..." (ma, tdr ma...)
yg dijawab cha : "nak, sahur nak..."
ga nyambung kan? haha...makanya g bilang tapte hehe

keluarga g suka bikin panggilan yg aneh2 (smua org jg gt kynya hehe)
misalnya wkt g kcl g dipanggil 'get2su', aneh kan?
sejarahnya karena g dulu suka minta susu dgn ucapan 'nuget'

trus endro dipanggil 'phienphiku' krn dulu idungnya pesek, yg g ubah jd 'pepiku'
trus kdg2 'endro titatut'
cha2 'khaitjunma' krn doyan telor, atau 'khaty'
ike 'butam' karena dulu item, atau 'latchiaochin' yg artinya cabe rawit
aneh2 kan?

setelah gede panggilan itu udah ganti, panggilan sayang kita jadi :
coye atau coco buat g
kobenk buat endro
cobenk atau mamak buat cha2
dan boca atau dodok buat ike

i have already miss Ike

hari ini g ambil cuti setengah hari
Ike berangkat ke Belanda hari ini naik KLM jam 19-00
g nganterin Ike ke airport bareng onyii, maya, astrid & cha
pho2, ie afun, carin, ie aphin, ma q afa jg ikut nganterin...
qta nyampe jam 4 lebih dikit, rombongan q2 nyampe duluan
trus Ike check in dan kita nungguin sambil becanda2 di olala cafe
Ike rencananya mau keluar setelah cek in tapi ternyata pesawatnya tuh rame banget
kita si nungguin dgn tenang sambil ngobrol2..
menjelang jam6 ike keluar dgn panik krn bagasinya over bagage, cuma lbh 5 kg tp dia harus bayar USD 190, gila mahal bgt bo!
jd dia keluar dgn panik buat bongkar barang, alhasil sepatu2 berheel ike ga dibawa smua ma dia,
tmsk shampoo, sabun dll yg udah dari jauh2 hari dicicil terpaksa harus ditinggal
setelah bongkar2 Ike masuk lagi, tentengannya ternyata ga boleh dibawa pula
terpaksa koper yg mau ditaruh di cabin dibongkar, dikeluarin sebagian baju2nya
trus barang2 oleh2 buat hady & keluarganya dimasukin ke koper itu.
Ike panik banget karena dia dibilang harus boarding dlm 15mnt.
Setelah koper kcl berhasil dipacking, Ike masuk ke dalam sambil nangis, g jd ikutan sedih...
gmnpun perpisahan selalu bikin kita sedih kan, biarpun cuma sebentar...
peluk2an, trus masuklah ike

gue sedih lho Ike pergi ke Belanda
seneng sih karena dia bisa lebih maju, dia bisa lihat dunia, dia bisa belajar banyak
tapi gue udah tinggal brg Ike lumayan lama & g jd kesepian ga ada dia

baik2 ya ke...take care

luv u,
your sis

it is always hard to say good bye

"20 tahun dari sekarang,
kita akan lebih menyesali apa yang tidak lita lakukan

daripada apa yang telah kita lakukan"

that's what i've told my sis when she graduated from university

my lil sis & Me (taken Sep 06)

on her graduation day 080508

my lil sis

My lil sis, Ike graduated from university last May at 20

really young rite? ( I am jealous for her young age :)) )

like all new graduaters, all of us will be confused & desprated in what to do next

than she decided to go to Holland to continue studying

I agreed & support her morally

This is a chance to see the world, learn new thing, travelling and so on...

Finally, tommorow, Dec 4th,2008 she'll fly to Schipol Airport

at the first our feeling still 'biasa2 saja, happy for her, finally everything goes like what she wanted to...'

but since yesterday, i felt this missing, because after tommorow, i am gonna be alone

she is no more around...for at least a year

I am gonna miss her, since we are living together since last year

but life must be goes on & we all have our own path

I just can pray for her, for her happiness & health

I am sure she will happy & enjoy her new life there

bye Ike, take care, see you soon & JBU always

love & hug,

your big sis

family time

taken at Nikko hotel, jakarta 3 weeks ago...

gaya konyol2 an kita ;p

4 0f us

oh, ya.. this is my family

my little brother Endro, 25 ( soon will be a dentist )

my little sister Chacha,23 ( working at travel agent )

the youngest one, Ike ( studying at Holland soon... )

I love my only family including my mama (+) & papa (+)