I am sick of getting sick again

if you have weight problem like me..
once you may think that how nice if you can got sick than you will loose weight after that...
i was too
i was jealous with Maya, after sick, loose 2kgs
i was thinking if i could get sick n loose 2kgs, it would be nice...

i tell you one think,
that was very bad idea
i was sick 2weeks a go, and should stayed at hospital for 2 nights & need 3 more days to recovery
i dis loose weight but i loose my cherish, my spirit too
i also can't do my daily activities like before
can't go to gym regularly, should thinking about what to eat carefully & blablabla..

yesterday, i got migran again, same shymtoms like before
my eyes were very tired & felt my body was full of gas.
i couldnt eat, couldnt think, couldnt work
it was very terifying...
one more bad news, i still should drive home
Thank God i arrived Tomang safely...

now, i realize, no matter we are fat, no mather we are thin, the most important thing is we are healthy..
that is the precious thing in the world...
trust me